Seeing:another side of me

For those who i din get to talk to for quite some time…here’s an update on my life. I wish i can say that life couldn’t get any better for me right now, but then you would know that i’m lying. So here goes……..

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Right….that’s how pathetic my life is. By the way, my back is hurting because i laughed too much at a blog i was reading, my ears are ringing because all my neighbours decided today’s the best day 2 renovate their house, i finished reading all my story books….twice each, prison break fever’s over, and now i’ve got running nose for god-knows-what reason…so, basically that’s it. Life’s good…

Arrghh……y does The Hills Season 3 have to start this month when exams r so near???? Im gonna be so hooked on the show that my dad would probably have 2 cancel streamyx and astro and ground me at home so that i cant watch it at cyber cafes. Okay…..i admit; i’m the kind of person who spends 30 minutes a week watching a not-so-real reality show which features a bunch of too-rich kids living the so-called celeb life in LA. The thing is i actually enjoy it.

It makes me realize how ‘normal’ my friends are…(truth is, we’re far from normal). The fact that they have nice clothes didn’t hurt either. I always feel that children nowadays are growing up too fast…in fact, the behaviour of teenagers nowadays are more or less influenced by what they see in the newspaper or internet….(yeah, i noe wat ya thinking…"look who’s talking…the girl addicted 2 a lame reality show")

Whenever i think bout the times when we were 13, i’m bound to have a good laugh bcos we were seriously pathetic and childish back then.(the latter can still be used 2 describe us now…hahaha…) Then again, i’m kinda grateful that we were like that back then….at least i wasn’t so desperate for attention that i’d post provocative/half-naked/nude pics on friendster or myspace. But still, i would give anything 2 live like the girls in The Hills cos what i admire most bout them is the fact that they get 2 do wat they actually enjoy doing…not to mention the amount of fashion shows they get 2 attend……

I just realised that sleeping over in one of ur girlfren’s house with more girlfrens is BAD for ur health.
Aside from not having enough sleep, you’ll also be infected by the gossip-bug…

But honestly, we can’t help it cos some ppl really know how to "DRESS up" and "Pose"
like a true cam-whore (term courtesy of our very own ACS, true-blue camwhore)

We can’t help but laugh our way through the night (and into the early hours of the morning). Don’t get us wrong, we dun just crowd around the pc and LAUGH….We do things that are way more constructive and productive like….errmmm……nvm.

I would really love to reveal the identity of the people we were laughing at to the people who r reading this but wouldn’t that be invading the privacy of Friendster users….hahahaa…..it’s not like anyone cares, right?

Well, if anyone is having a bad or slow day or need a dose of healthy laughing-bug,
just go to www.friendster.com, log-in, and browse ur frens’ randomly, added "frens’" profiles.

Caution: Laughing too hard may cause severe stomach cramps or straining of the jaw muscles. Eye-strain may occur as well. Those who are interested are advised to take 30-minutes break after each profile….

(Title courtesy of Chong Caryn)

Recently, i was asked a series of unsignificant questions(yeah…that’s what i thought) but somehow..the questions have been popping up in my mind more often than i thought they would.

A friend asked "Have you been single all this while? How can u stay single? Don’t you get bored?"

My immediate reaction was "What’s wrong with being single? I like being single..". I noe, i sound defensive but trust me there is truth in the statement.( although an itsy-bitsy part of me kinda wish i have a bf…’specially when no one can accompany me to the movies or when nobody can fetch me home or when all my friends are linking arms with theis respective bfs or when my hands feel cold or when things are getting hard for me to digest or when….ok, i’m getting a little long-winded)

Neways, my point is being single is FUN. You can flirt with as many guys as you want, go out with as many as you want, talk on the phone with ur guy friends for hours without pissing any1 off( except maybe one or two girls who might like ur guy fren…)

One thing i dun get is how some people can just be in a relationship for the sake of being in a relationship. I mean, what’s the point of dating a person when u dun truly like them. To me, dating is like gardening;it requires patience and commitment. If u dun have these, then maybe u might wanna try getting a fish. At least, u get company and it definitely won’t break up with you or answer back when u’re scolding it…

Then again…i dun mind having someone 2 warm my hands when i’m in our freaking-ly cold tuition classes…

After promising a fren that i’ll start a blog ’soon’……

i finally found the time 2 do it. one of the reasons y i’ve been putting off the idea of starting a blog is bcos of the weird feeling of doing things for the 1st time….if u noe wat i mean…

Neways, i’ve decided 2 post a poem i wrote. i think some have read it b4 but i dun care cos im actually quite satisfied with this one. so here goes….

I want to stand in the rain,

Let the wind blow my thoughts away,

let the rain wash my pain away,

the pain so real,

like chest ripped open,

heart pulled out, left exposed,

feelings so raw, everything feels too sharp,

like knife against glass,                                                      

scratch it, shatter it, crush it,

do it to me, my heart, my soul,

tear them apart with your bare hands,

and leave me there alone,

in the dark, cold room.

By the way, im still thinking of a suitable title 4 this poem so if any1 has any idea, pls do tell…..